here goes nothing

stiff hands
stuffed heart

false soul
distant feeling

"dont you dream it to ?"
            
              "its been dead some time ago"

drawing tears
strange dreams

"im a melancholic"

"youre just pathetic"

faking laugh
blurry eyes

"i dont have  those feeling"
          "liar, youre no good at lying"

but i dont know the truth either

::MasCang::19Apr2010::now im embarrasing myself

'thanks for ignoring me '
'no , i mean it'