::Blog e MasCang::

aloha

2011-06-25T08:48:00.000-07:00

we've said hello
parted our goodbye
but now i won't had a chance
just to say hello,never again

be well my friend,you've been brave till the end

mascang::25Jun2011::22.41:: it happens again
'i once believed, that you'd wake up'

untuk peri dari serigala berwajah pilu

2011-04-20T03:29:00.000-07:00

2 kehidupan
kau berlalu

entah kenapa
mengejar impian
atau tentang sesuatu
yang pernah kau ceritakan waktu itu
diantara telur dadar dan penyet tahu

ya begitu saja
tiba tiba kau tak disana
tak menjeritkan luka
atau sekedar "daa daa"
atau aku yang tuli dan buta ?

tak pula aku mencari
tidak,kau bilang kau suka sendiri
tak suka bila dicari
angin berbisik kemana mungkin kau pergi

trakhir kali kudengar
kau tak lagi di kotaku
entah dimana
melanglang buana
menjalani salah satu mimpiku

hei,kau di sebrang bumi
kapan kapan datanglah ke sini
itupun kalau aku tak kau benci
aku tak tahu , kau enggan berkata lagi

maaf jika aku berusaha mencarimu
kau tak suka itu
aku hanya ingin tahu bagaimana kabarmu
adakah kau bahagia dengan hidupmu ?

ya , kapan kapan datanglah lagi
hanya tinggal aku sendiri
dan masih ada satu rencana buat kita
tentang bioskop dan ayam goreng kakek tua

apa kabar sahabat ?

mascang ::Apr 20 11 :: 17.17 :: kabari aku
"halo tudung merah"

pause

2011-04-04T05:14:00.000-07:00

I didn't even recall the day
i found out you went away

Didn't even had the chance to say hello
never knew it would be goodbye

all that's left was to cry

didn't even remember
why i just letting you go
forever

without the pat in your shoulder
like you used to gave me

missing the chance to making you laugh
like we used to be

be well dear friend
see you at the other end

mascang::04Apr2011::6.26AM::apology to red haired bandit
"for those day i've threw away"

u

2011-04-01T04:26:00.000-07:00

sekali lagi

mengarungi masa yang tertinggal membeku

menelisik memori
yang tak pernah terjadi

tidak padaku

menggigil lidah
terperanjat gagu
ternganga hati
sesaat pilu

mata terpejam
menghapus
waktu
milikmu

terseok jari
mencoba berlalu

MasCang::27Mar2011::20.55:: pencuri waktu

feline's interest

2011-03-11T06:24:00.000-08:00

daring my eyes to look

bleeding pages magic book
of a time locked away in the past
stories that were made not to last

taking tall my stand
ice shard stabs firsthand
savoring the pain

oh Cain in my vein

::mascang::11march2011::18.39::five hundreds minute

'In the darkness where the angels cry'
Alkaline Trio - We've Had Enough

X

2011-02-09T01:50:00.000-08:00

told me you'd love to be wrong
against all odd , stand strong

holding on to the feeling
till the end of living

together
for
like

ever

but now..
all you wanted to do is to be right
hating the scary,horse riding knight

::mascang::08feb2011::19.09::
"with a white horse and shining armor"

gagu

2011-01-18T05:48:00.000-08:00

terserak lagi alfabetku
tercerai syair dari lagu

entahlah
mungkin karenamu

tak lagi ada abu abu sendu
biru pun tak berucap haru
hitam berpisah kelam

ya
pasti karenamu

yang membebaskan jemariku
berdansa
tak memijak kalbu

lupa
atau
terlalu bahagia ?

ah smoga lidahku tak lagi kelu
tuk merangkai stanza bagimu

::mascang::16Jan2010::9.21::pada tiga kepala::

celestine

2010-11-27T02:38:00.001-08:00

comes true had the prophecy
an end to the story
happily

a story that is cheering

good thing
somehow boring

sorrows
brings a little much more
of someone to adore
of oncoming laugh
of hatred , love and crying

too interesting

celestine my calling
for im the one who's seeing
in silence im praying

celestine my name
the one to take the blame
the one to hide in shame

::Mascang::27Nov2010::17.28::
'it stays that way, until you start telling'

gift

2010-11-08T05:15:00.000-08:00

"Ignore how it feels when the only real talent you have is for hiding
the truth. You have a God-given knack for committing a terrible sin.
It's your calling. You have a natural gift for denial. A blessing.
If you could call it that. "

Chuck palahniuk - survivor

moon flower

2010-10-23T07:59:00.000-07:00

O delicate little flower
could you stand this moon howler ?
would i be the one to stumble ?

::MasCang::22Oct2010::19.08::pure

siren

2010-09-11T02:49:00.000-07:00

i'm putting an end to this melody
surender this so called fun and devilish glory

the fox should have nothing to say
so does the wolf, shall no longer play

i'm putting an end to this melody
treasure whats left within me

::mascang::11Sep2010::14.46::memento

lord, have mercy

tertanda

2010-08-28T06:19:00.000-07:00

sepertinya...
sudah terlalu lama

ku
menahan
mu
dalam gelap cahaya

terlalu lama....
memaksamu

berdansa tanpa irama
dalam musik tanpa suara

melodi........

tanpa nada

pada keraguan penuh asa,jiwa salut duka

maaf jika ku berpura pura
tak mengerti air mata
tak mendengar semua tanya

kini saatnya ku memejamkan mata
dan melepasmu selamanya

dari makhluk berjuta wajah
tanpa rasa , tanpa nama

::Mascang::28Feb2010::tuk sesal yang kan kau rasa

Moods of a Woman

2010-08-24T02:59:00.000-07:00

an angel of truth, a demon of fiction

a woman is bundle of contradiction

she's afraid of a wasp , will scream at a mouse

but will tackle a stranger alone in the house

sour as vinegar, sweet as a rose

she'l love you one minute , then turn up her nose

shell be stronger than brandy , milder than milk

at times she'll be vengeful , merry and sad

she'll hate you like poison , and love you like mad

author unknown:: somehow it got me gigglin :d

shot by words

2010-08-20T03:04:00.000-07:00

i'd love to tell more story
maybe a knight without glory,
a wolf much too scary,
or would you hear
bout the bird and the bee ?

but lets stop here and agree
that you're already all over me
::mascang::20aug2010::16.41::gotcha

rantai

2010-08-10T19:46:00.000-07:00

hari ini aku ingin tertidur
berkalangkan rembulan

berselimutkan langit malam
beralaskan awan diatas hujan

memimpikan masa depan
dan terbangun dalam ketenangan

berdamai dengan masa lalumu
wahai perempuan

::Mascang::27Jul2010::20.31::hanya waktu dan keberanian

regina inveni agnitio

2010-08-02T03:05:00.000-07:00

behold

thy eyes begin to see

the entity so called me

upon thy dream i'll then knocking

"hello , was it you the one calling ?"

"yearning , irresistibly"

upon thy words i shall living

my name you'll breathing

"longing, restlessly "

and thy heart will forever

be mine to dwelling

::mascang::02Aug2010::17.01:: o my tounge twister

until hello again

2010-07-26T21:15:00.000-07:00

a silence for sure
but disease a friend has cured

im not saying goodbye,i dont bade farewell

::mascang::27Mar2010::06.40::see you ;)

sementara

2010-07-26T07:00:00.001-07:00

merah membara sang surya
entah duka entah angkara
membisik pada mega

kemarilah...
selimutiku

agar hanya bahagia terlihat tundra

::mascang::26Jul2010::8.48::malam ini purnama

aniver

2010-07-20T06:50:00.000-07:00

thy lips has whispered
unto her mind's pondered

laugh, upon suffer
false name o' deceiver

have fear my dear
thy silence has brought near

before the dawn of the third quarter
its thy little soul shall rupture

::Mascang::20July2010::20.37::got your number

prone

2010-07-20T06:18:00.000-07:00

thou demon
begone

far away
hell n beyond

for this is my throne

::Mascang::20July2010::08.17::in blood

welcome myself

2010-07-12T00:49:00.000-07:00

hello , how do you do
oh how i'm not missing you

your mindless act , careless too
and that demon inside you

that thought , attitude
and your so called solitude

that wicked soul
fearless..what a fool

wished i could let go

::Mascang::12Jul2010::15.45:: escape

`those little interesting things`

How Do I Love Thee?

2010-06-24T18:30:00.000-07:00

How do I love thee? Let me count the ways.
I love thee to the depth and breadth and height
My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight
For the ends of Being and ideal Grace.
I love thee to the level of every day's
Most quiet need, by sun and candlelight.
I love thee freely, as men strive for Right;
I love thee purely, as they turn from Praise.
I love with a passion put to use
In my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith.
I love thee with a love I seemed to lose
With my lost saints, I love thee with the breath,
Smiles, tears, of all my life! and, if God choose,
I shall but love thee better after death.

::Elizabeth Barrett Browning:: was, now , will

cacophony

2010-06-22T08:53:00.001-07:00

go away tears

move back you fear

i dont want you near

stand back sadness

this isnt time for your caress

and those dreams that bleak

please,do take it back

::Mascang::18Jun2010::19.37:: smile attack

'i wanted to laugh'

3 bait 1 kata

2010-06-08T06:37:00.000-07:00

membara, kian membakar
mengobar hasrat , menjilat hati
ah,padamu jua ku mendamba

::MasCang::05Jun10::21.04::kangen

conversation

2010-06-07T18:53:00.000-07:00

this words got no powers to hold
and those story yet to be told

no longer that strong
seems like can't do no wrong

sometimes i don`t understand
languages i cant comprehend

yet , somehow i`m believing

that its love we`re speaking
::Mascang::30May10:06.16:: "and you know the answer.."

a day

2010-05-31T20:18:00.000-07:00

stars wasn't even bright
and not much right the weather

moon hiding in plain sight
at its might rain falling

yet we taste the delight
for this

is our night

::MasCang::28May10::04.48::come on over, i'll bite :D

kereta senja

2010-05-29T16:25:00.001-07:00

selalu saja
kereta senja itu
membuatku sulit

untuk sekedar membaca satu buku

memaksa mataku menerawang

pada bulan kelabu
pada mentari oranye di langit biru

Mascang::31Oct10(?)::kereta putih di senja kala

30 day in 30 second

2010-05-25T15:40:00.000-07:00

starts with a smile
ah,it was laugh

then hearts that hurt

and tears

another

and another
then another one

and again i'm searching
for a smile in this beloved someone

::MasCang::26May10::05.34:: and so i hope in everyone

language of anger

2010-05-23T23:30:00.000-07:00

hearts getting faster, beating
lighter, my body becoming
brain shutting
tell me for a sleeping

ah,there goes my blood boiling

::MasCang::24May10::13.06::lord , hold me

whisper

2010-05-22T03:46:00.000-07:00

hush my little
stop your cry better

though truth i couldn't say
lied to you i'll never

::MasCang::22May10::18.11:: :)

iyaa...

2010-05-21T05:56:00.000-07:00

iyaa......

aku hanya terlalu lelah

1x itu mudah
2x mungkin bercanda
3x cukup sudah

::MasCang::21May10::19.42::itu bercanda ?

gagu

2010-05-16T20:23:00.000-07:00

ada yang berbeda dengan kereta itu
entah apa

seperti juga ada yang berbeda dengan suaramu
mungkin aku sebabnya

kuayunkan ranselku
kukancingkan jaketku

kurasa tiba waktunya
untuk perjalanan yang akan menjadi masa lalu

hari itu , kuberanikan mendengar lagi tanyamu

::MasCang::sebelum waktu itu

slumber

2010-05-11T16:34:00.000-07:00

voices o' whisper
toughts trough mine ear

eyes to closed
mind to shut

that they will be strong
and there's nothing wrong

::MasCang::12May2010::6.13::its the fear

the cat

2010-05-09T21:09:00.000-07:00

what should i do
what should i do

the cat took my tongue
when i try to talk about you

::MasCang::09May2010::01.23::mew mew ...

reason

2010-05-05T11:05:00.000-07:00

upon realizing
i cried while laughing

still the evil with the angel's wings
still the wolf in man's clothing

::MasCang::06May2010::00.59::inilahkenapa

secuil masa

2010-05-02T09:36:00.000-07:00

sungguh
saya menyandu tawa
senyum bahagia
pada secuil masa

::MasCang::02May2010::23.27::..hha

heart lust

2010-04-25T22:41:00.000-07:00

black stained heart
lust tainted mind

::MasCang::whatever the time::

sparks

2010-04-25T19:04:00.000-07:00

those smiles
that laugh

heart warming
such secrets its hiding

::MasCang::26Apr2010::09.03::wishing

"do we feel emotions upon sleeping?"

" "

2010-04-23T08:52:00.000-07:00

MasCang::23Apr2010::22.51::*shrugged*

dan mata pun mengingkariku

2010-04-20T15:56:00.000-07:00

otakku beku
pilu
hatiku kaku
palsu ?

::MasCang::21April2010::5.55::entahlah

here goes nothing

2010-04-19T08:28:00.000-07:00

stiff hands
stuffed heart

false soul
distant feeling

"dont you dream it to ?"

"its been dead some time ago"

drawing tears
strange dreams

"im a melancholic"

"youre just pathetic"

faking laugh
blurry eyes

"i dont have those feeling"
"liar, youre no good at lying"

but i dont know the truth either

::MasCang::19Apr2010::now im embarrasing myself

'thanks for ignoring me '
'no , i mean it'

count me

2010-04-15T09:44:00.000-07:00

into the jungle and the sea

adventurous, im ready

::MasCang::16Apr2010::00.03::happy

"i do play"

divine

2010-04-10T18:04:00.000-07:00

my words bring poisons
my finger slit the horizon

::MasCang::02Apr2010::18.07::none

in particular

2010-04-08T04:16:00.000-07:00

"start question everything , and yourself"

::MasCang::08Apr2010::nothing

ini,,, salahku

2010-04-05T10:55:00.000-07:00

sekedar mengadu aku malu

apalagi meminta

memproklamirkan diri sebagai pencinta ?

ah,rasanya seperti diri sendiri yang kutipu

menuliskan ini pun aku ragu

tolong , jangan marah padaku

masih separuh separuh

sekedar sambil lalu

malu aku menghadapkan wajahku

::MasCang::06Apr2010::12.48::masih mendengarku ?

'yang menggenggam hidupku'

maaf, kemarin aku tertidur

2010-04-01T19:41:00.000-07:00

menatap terpaku pada kursor berkedip

di dalam box bertuliskan namamu

entah

satu dua, jemariku tak mendengar melodi untuk berdansa

diam

abaikan

fikirku berbisik , akankah kau berdusta

satu kata saja mungkin, kuadu jemariku

ah, ku teringat kau membenci sepatah kata

menatap terpaku pada kursor berkedip

di dalam box bertuliskan namamu

entah

kali ini kubungkam hatiku

diamlah,kau hanya belum terbiasa

apalah dusta dibanding hati manusia

::MasCang::

lies equal truth

2010-03-29T17:57:00.000-07:00

sometimes...
it feels like i don't believe in anything

anything at all

::MasCang::30Mar2010::7.51::and it doesn't matter

'..ima kokoro ga , nani mo shinjirarenai mama..-Rosier-Luna Sea'

leaving you blind

2010-03-17T16:45:00.000-07:00

burnin
inside me flamin

explodin
every pieces scratchin

its your name im speakin

::Mascang::18Mar10::this is me...whispering

'hatred'

fools errand

2010-03-13T13:42:00.000-08:00

see what i've done
a rose without thorn
a princes with no throne

along those sleepless night
wandering , was it right
to hold it tight

look what i've become

a creature of unknown

not a purpose to move on

a clown
with no light to shone
not a courage to own

::Mascang::14Mar10::05.20::fools

"lies?i wonder, but it feels sweet,right ?"

Voodoo Girl

2010-03-08T00:34:00.000-08:00

Her skin is white cloth,
and she's all sewn apart
and she has many colored pins
sticking out of her heart.

She has many different zombies
who are deeply in her trance.
She even has a zombie
who was originally from France.

But she knows she has a curse on her,
a curse she cannot win.
For if someone gets
too close to her,

the pins stick farther in.

::Tim Burton's Voodoo Girl:: somehow it tickle's my brain

fortress of solitude

2010-03-04T09:46:00.000-08:00

sshh..

dont

say

word

::Mascang::05Mar2010::yesterday

'me,mine,my'

segera sesudahnya

2010-02-26T08:34:00.000-08:00

pergilah pergi

jika kau ingin , tak kan ku menghalangi

lupakan saja

jika terlalu berat untuk mengingatnya

mungkin aku akan bersedih

atau sakit hati ?

ah, entah, aku tak tau bedanya

jalani saja, jangan buang air mata

toh ,aku juga akan kembali

seperti dulu lagi

mati

::Mascang::26Feb10::pendosa

entah yang mana , entah siapa

chain

2010-02-24T05:21:00.000-08:00

those icy cold hand

those skin's sweet scent

thump thump thump
there goes my heart
having a parade of drums

::MasCang::24Feb10::fiery

'unleash me'

on the sea to a land far away

2010-02-10T21:42:00.000-08:00

a map in my pocket
brought my compass all along

and to answer your question
mine, has destination unknown

::MasCang::02Feb10::13.00::clueless

"an exploration, not lost"

retorica

2010-01-18T00:26:00.000-08:00

when this mouth say thy name no more
when this hand crafting prayer never
thy love i still feel ever

when this soul is neglecting
when this hearts keeps forgetting
still my name in thy calling

this eyes
never looked up on

no not even this ears ...
this ears even deaf on thy call

still, thou giving me everything

thou still come
thou arms still wide open
when its thou this soul longing

never really understand
no ,never
i got thy love
thou hath patience

MasCang::everytime::longing to devoted my life for
"bless me"

flippity flop

2010-01-12T02:14:00.000-08:00

"sometimes it just takes different form
for the game is endless"

::Mascang::12Jan10:5.44::probable

oz

2010-01-05T01:18:00.000-08:00

"Dorothy couldnt give her heart for the Tin Man
yet she helped him find one "

Mascang::05Jan10::of steel

''..And I wouldn't have a heart and I wouldn't need a soul.."

escape to a sleep

2009-12-25T04:21:00.000-08:00

again ?

tickity tock

whisper the clock

feels like i have a brain of an ice block

tick

said the red one

tick tick tick

tock

said the black ,wonder if they were twin

tock tock tock

should i

should i not

can you please speak my languange

cause i cant understand those tick and tock

mascang::25Dec09::19.00::listen

'whises to get there in a blink or maybe wink'

gadis warna pastel

2009-12-07T15:22:00.000-08:00

cardigan,baju terusan

di bangku batu diayunkan kakinya
berbicara dengan suara udara
tangan erat di telinga

sesekali

tersenyum

tertawa mungkin
berbagi canda bahagia
semu merah di pipinya
mengingat rupa

Mascang::08Dec09::06.04::mata

pertanda

2009-12-02T20:11:00.000-08:00

"Tidak,aku tak pernah bermimpi."
"pertanda buruk."
"Kenapa ?"
"berarti jiwamu kosong."

::MasCang::08Nov09::11.42::cuplikan cerpen koran minggu

dawn

2009-11-30T19:20:00.000-08:00

questions
those i've never ask
surender to my belief

to this whisper of heart

answer
those i've always wonder
swallowed to my grave

for already i'm a believer

MasCang::01Dec09::00.00::welcome, black december

say cheese

2009-11-18T08:44:00.000-08:00

oh the temptation

a single shot

one gulp

a little jump

metalic needle

and this heart
that can't shows its meaning
could finally stop beating

and this mind

no longer bothering

MasCang::18Nov09::11.44::never again your tears falling

"..told not a soul, kept the whole thing tight"

Monologue

2009-11-16T01:29:00.000-08:00

i keep wondering why
you made me yet again to think
got my dumb brain working

now im having conversation with doubt

is it true
all those words you keep saying?
those values you keep holding?

seems like im hugging lies

::MasCang::16Nov09::16.26::smile...
"would i wanted to make it up to you ?"

the other lane

2009-11-05T03:05:00.000-08:00

knew it all along
all that im doing was wrong

knew it from before
that i'll bear sin so much more

::MasCang::05Nov09::05.30::can't stop

sst...

2009-11-02T08:53:00.000-08:00

biarlah tetap hitam putih

toh handphone itu cukup membuatku bahagia

acuhkan sajalah robek itu

nyatanya aku masih boleh masuk kerja dengan sepatu bututku

ya ya , aku memang ingin berlibur

tapi dua atau tiga tahun lagi juga tidak apa apa

makan ? kurasa tidak ada bedanya

2 kali atau 5 kali sehari pun badanku tetap sama

sst...

sudah

saat ini ku hanya ingin bersamamu

jadi

tunggulah disana, sebentar lagi

::MasCang::27Oct09::359 kilometer dan beberapa langkah lagi

fairy tale

2009-10-14T01:47:00.000-07:00

"Then they put a pair of iron shoes into burning coals.
They were brought forth with tongs and placed before her.
She was forced to step into the red-hot shoes and dance

..until she fell down dead."

Grimm's Brother - Snow White ( original version)

children..

the only thing that still

2009-10-11T17:07:00.000-07:00

beneath thy throne i pray

not for the pale moon

nor the sky that almost die

unto thee spoken hast my plea

not for the bloody sea

not even eternity

but for a fear

to stay

and bound within me

::Mascang::08.25::11Oct09::

control

clearly

2009-10-04T00:04:00.000-07:00

"When I use a word," Humpty Dumpty said in a rather scornful tone,

"It means just what I choose it to mean -nothing more nor less."

"The question is," said Alice,

"whether you can make words mean different things."

Alice andHumpty Dumpty::Lewis Carroll's "Through the Looking Glass"::

simply beautiful

2009-09-11T07:51:00.000-07:00

"skeptic is the new believe"

::mascang::nintynaen::feels so good

i am me

2009-09-10T07:52:00.000-07:00

no please dont
im a monster
not a lover

once was
made you feels better
get you stronger
laughter

regrets i wont

---

cant even think
you'll be gone

yet..

suddenly..

im alone..

---

no please dont
im a monster
not a partner..

---

but i hate this feeling of losing.
::MasCang::10Sept09::07.40::fireflies

'oh,my words full of poison'

the road not taken

2009-09-03T00:42:00.000-07:00

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

::A poem by Robert Frost , published in Mountain Interval ::
'can you see why?'

reminiscing

2009-08-31T05:36:00.000-07:00

still remember

your blood coloured
lips, in excitement tremble
askin

"what is this feelin ?"

and only smile that i gave you

that day when i whisper
still remember your hands quiver
anger ?

hunger

those day, when the gravity was stronger
and the time move faster

those day that i haven't remember

::MasCang::29Aug09::slow motion

'i am'

131

2009-08-17T06:04:00.000-07:00

one twenty seven
still that same pattern

one twenty eight
and now we're afraid

one twenty nine
what is this vain ? is it pain ?

one thirty
will this be worthy ?

one thirty one
gone are now done , done are those whats gone

one thirty one

one thirty one
..
..
..
again, i lost my count

::MasCang::17Aug2009::10.11::zero

"rely solely on the head , not that heart"

satu dua dua

2009-08-08T04:55:00.000-07:00

kubunuh saja dirimu
yang memberiku nama dan bukan waktu
rindu

ingin ku menikam mu
yang bercinta dengan hitam serigala
yang merindu rubah tak bernama
luka

dan dirimu masih disitu
yang pernah tertawa bersamaku
berbagi duniamu
satu

lidah kelu,jemari kaku
tak mampu
tak mau

::MasCang::08Aug09::09.00::sajatining manungsa

mungkin kau

2009-07-30T15:01:00.000-07:00

ah,,
senyum itu ,,
,
,
,
dikontaminasi kepedihan
,
teracun amarah
,
terinfeksi keraguan
,
berbayang air mata

(semoga) tanpa penyesalan

::MasCang::31Jul09.4:59::berandai tentang kawan

'akankah ?'

plea

2009-07-27T06:02:00.000-07:00

'man could propose
god may dispose

well, i'll just ask again later then
'

::MasCang::27Jul2009::excerpt

'enclosing'

dreams

2009-07-22T03:48:00.000-07:00

'till there was you,its just an idea'

::Anggun::Crazy::

maybe i misheard it..yet it fits
-yup, i misheard, fixed

still

2009-07-14T22:30:00.000-07:00

claws are strong
mind too wicked

little fear

no regrets
no heart

cant remove my tears

MasCang::15Jul09::fallback

'blurry'

hati-mata-hati

2009-07-08T16:34:00.000-07:00

aku memang tak punya hati
hilang entah dimana
kini kau mengerti

aku masih menyimpan airmata

MasCang::09July2009::06.45

+logika.kamu.dia.hiduplah.untuknya.airmata.untukku+

chanting

2009-07-08T05:34:00.000-07:00

thy name in my prayer spoken
wish to ease all the burden

can't they be forgiven ?
and seeing a glimpse ,smelling heaven ?

their sin be forgotten

thy name in my prayer spoken
wish to ease all the burden

MasCang::still i bought my ticket to hell

'dizzy'

esok sebelum hari ini

2009-06-15T02:48:00.000-07:00

dan sang serigala terbelenggu kembali
tidur..bukan mati

tunggu..sabarlah tunggu..
saatnya bebas dan berlari..
kala mentari putih tak lagi menari..

tidur.. tidurlah sejenak
bukan mati..

tunggulah rembulan merah
kembali bertahta dan bernyanyi

iringi lolongan

mencabik sepi

membunuh sunyi

::MasCang::someday before::a hundred years

Death Sentence And A Ticket To Hell

2009-05-13T20:46:00.000-07:00

once she'll tell a story
bout a boy confused and wary

a ten thousand steps journey
havin no destination
under the rain he walk
ten thousands steps and still count on

stopped he then,turnin his head arounds
at a town so ungrace
"feels like i knew this place"
"here,i shall take my rest"

fillin his lung with the air,the hollow as he breathe
restin,feelin the spirits flowin

sleep thight the boy
on a wind carryin sweet lullaby

smilin

wakin up,in thunder call
as the rains down fallin

screamin

"thou lord,what hast thou cast?"
"for my body thousand times as heavy"
"for my heart beatin as crazy"
"what hast thou cast?"
"what hast thou place in this hands of mine?"

holdin in his hand
a death sentence
and a ticket to hell

::MasCang::13May2009::13.31::wish no farewell still

"thou art most gracious,most mercifull..."

i hate you

2009-04-27T20:47:00.000-07:00

i hate the way you see the world
thinking everything was good and no bad

i hate when you easily shed a tears
for some little simple things

i hate the sad look in your face
that day when i left u at the station

i hate when you tell me that i didn't even care about you
really really hate it

i hate it when you sulked
just because today i didn't say "how are you ?"

i hate you when you easily believe to what the people said

i hate you for always thinking that i falling for her

i hate the way you sometimes think and act like a 15 years old

i hate you when you always ask me first, "did u want me to call you ?"
why don't you just call me anyway ?

i hate when you said
" i'll call u after this,but its ok if you don't want to"

i hate you for constantly worrying over me

i hate you when all you concern about is me
and not a little bit of yourself

i hate you for your ignorance bout those problems
why can't you think about it a little bit more ?
hope everything's okay

i hate your laziness to drive
that it makes you leave behind your motorcycle

i hate the way you always looks back to yourself
"what did i do wrong, why did i deserve this ?"

don't you think that there's always bad in this world ?
no matter how good you are ?

i hate you for those poems you gave me that ain't made by yourself
and you didn't tell me about it when i said
"hmm..your words sounds familiar"

i really hate you for your level of tolerance, arggh!!

i really hate you so much

but maybe

i love u as much too

for i feel empty
when i can't found you in the life of me

::MasCang::27-28Apr09::07.41::damn,you're really......

you he she her
me

something tingling

2009-04-23T00:30:00.000-07:00

o lovely lust
would u kindly sit aback
it isn't u i wanted to trust

no, dearly fear
this space isn't yours to fill
so i cast you not to near

yes, u,heartily laugh
is everything alright ?
can't remember u're only that tough

and u, flowin tear
would you stop your dancin ?
coz i'd like to keep my mind clear

and for you,red hooded girl
why your smile sends electrical feeling
making something in me tingling

::MasCang::22Apr09:8.01::red riding hood

devilish smirk

bola bola kertas

2009-04-17T02:27:00.000-07:00

...seperti bola yg terbuat dari kertas

simpel, hanya sebuah remasan kertas
berbentuk bola yg bahkan tidak sempurna

atau

susunan kertas yang rumit,
yang ketika kau mengurainya
kau menyadari

kau tak lagi bisa membuat satu
yang benar-benar sama

::MasCang::just some stupid silly thought

and you ?

2009-04-03T02:06:00.000-07:00

it was bloody red
crimson

then i walk to the dark
what was red now stained black

sparklin came the orange
bring dawn of a new chance

and there's still blue
the one i never knew

now

what colors are you ?

MasCang::01Apr09::Painted Sun

cursed

2009-03-15T19:17:00.000-07:00

torn between these worlds

with lights so blinding
and darkness still yearning

will i stop believing
should i start forgetting

for these games became too tempting
already cost me a heart to living

yet...
still i'm playing

::MasCang::11Jan09::12.08::angelic devil demonic angel

paint my moon blue

2009-02-19T22:50:00.000-08:00

so long i've been awaiting

for the blue moon to rising

the chain has started to give me pain

the hunger i can't bear no longer

and there come you

givin me no moon thats blue

yet with you i wanted to be

only you i wanted to see

for whenever i'm with u

feels like i could

paint

any moon

blue

::MasCang::20Feb09::07.09::no words could ever define you

traveler

2009-02-08T04:44:00.000-08:00

for this life ain't forever
and this wish come true never
under the hunter moon i shall wander
searchin' the masked people, lookin' a fellow player

::MasCang:25Des08::NeedNotTheTime:: prelude

where art thou ?

yearning

2009-02-03T18:13:00.000-08:00

red flaming hairs

black bloody tears

angelic faces

skin glistening graces

a demon,lost in paradise

longing for its love across the sea of haze

::MasCang::31Jan2009 ::longing

a tale from the black wolf

2009-01-18T21:09:00.000-08:00

silvery swords to fight

steel armored knight

with the shield of blinding light

destiny he tried to wrote

believe that darkness will erode

poor little knight

its the devil he fight

queen from the realm of no light

there,the black wolf howling

tried to give him warning

he said there's no winning

still, the knight keep fighting

and then, back the knight come

with a body on weariest form

he said the battle far from over

that light shall triumph the dark forever

and the black wolf leave, smirking

for upon words the knights saying

he could already hear the devil speaking

::MasCang::19Jan09::06.30::shapeshifter

junkie

2009-01-18T02:56:00.000-08:00

this game has cost my everthing
yet i couldnt stop,too tempting

lips trembling in hunger
exhiliratin hands quiver

devour me with the voice of yours
for the world once again,will be ours

::Mascang::13Jan09::02.33::hunger

players play

2009-01-18T02:50:00.000-08:00

we've lost within our worlds
woven thought,exchanging words

lust stained heart
black tainted mind

two heart bound to part
burnin the flame within our vein

and now i ask u
are we still playing ?

::MasCang::11Jan09::19.11::players

unshackled

2009-01-16T01:56:00.000-08:00

yes ,you may lie

i'll keep my trust on you anyway

yes darling, you may die

i'm sure , we'll meet again someday

care to this world never

for it wont last forever

so come, sips this heroine

do u want the cocaine ?

or maybe my nymphetamine ?

::MasCang::can't remember::this is my way

Victor's Vow

2009-01-14T01:03:00.000-08:00

With this hand,

I will lift your sorrows.

Your cup will never empty,

for I will be your wine.

With this candle,

I will light your way in darkness.

With this ring, I ask you to be mine.

::victor's wedding vow:: tim burton's "corpse bride" ::

what a movie from tim burton

melodi oranye

2009-01-11T19:37:00.000-08:00

menunggu

kerdip oranye itu

nyaring melodi

getaran itu

membawa kata

darimu

untukku

::MasCang::12Jan09::10.51::mencandu

Masked Mask

2009-01-10T00:17:00.000-08:00

on the stage the feet step

on the light shine to face

on the scriptve been played

in the name of pain

in the name of love

in the name of laugh

in the name of tears

been blinded

flattered

audience

applaused

in the end

no name

no time

no body

no one
nowhere

just the act of the mask inside the mask

Queen Of The Damned/10.01.2009/14:06/

"enjoy a little space in my shrine-MasCang"

the ice that kills

2009-01-09T21:10:00.000-08:00

awarely spoke

clearly call out thy name

cant remember

could be the last of my time

as i sips your essence

devour your waters, frozen

all the spell sudenlly broken

steel body instanly weaken

so cold thy flowin in my vein

poisoning my world ruining my brain

::MasCang::05Jan08::19:07::freeze attack

topeng, cermin dan tiga kata

2009-01-06T19:58:00.000-08:00

bumi kan kembali berpuisi
berwarna lagi seluruh dunia

pejamkan mata bila tak suka
tutup saja telinga jika kau benci

dan jangan salahkan kami
berdua hanya menikmat cinta

::MasCang::07Jan09::11.11::percaya

for the girl in the mirror

2009-01-05T09:09:00.000-08:00

have no name for these feelin'

why these words keep slippin'
can even feel the flame burnin'
clearly sees no rain fallin'
just somethin' this mouth cant sayin'

were these feelin' true ?
suddenly can't find no words to define you
sees theres nothing can be compared to
not the silvery moon nor the sea that blue

could you be my partner for a lifetime
could it be you whose gonna complete my rhyme
coz if that is true, for u i`d do any crime

dear o dear
was it wrong to wish,to be with you through the years ?
always together in laughters and tears ?

::MasCang::02Jan09::02:12::insomniac

have we really knew each other ?
how could or soul easily bind each other?
will it last forever or just another ride of roller coaster ?

thx to Nikita for the inspiration